i told myself, once.
not to fall too deep.
but
it turns out

i can't.

i can't help
i can't understand
i think i have fallen
so deep
i can't explain.
so happy
and sad
at the same time.
i don't wanna miss anything
but i know
i will
someday.
i don't wanna expect too much
cause i know
it is
dangerous.
i don't wanna lose you
i'm afraid
i will.
stay.
please.
i'm begging.
i'm sorry.

i can't help
i can't help
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i can't help
i can't help
i can't help

falling in love
with you.

say you love me
with no doubt
no hesitation;
nothing.
say you need me
love
and anything;
could be true.
say, my dear
i murmured
say it loud;
he said.

and anything..
could be true.

Oct,22nd. 2016.