i told myself not to trust people that much.
i told myself to rely only to You.
i should have know, i should have know.
i should have realize.

you can call me whenever you need me,
can i call you whenever i need you?
love is disappointing
we go from everything,
to nothing.
i'm afraid we will.

love is pain
love is hurt
love is everything
fragile and breakable.

maybe you're too busy
chasing for rainbow
or maybe i am blind
i can't see your color.

well, these past few days have been so weird for me. i don----

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you're like a song
I sing along
with myself
in the middle of the night
my early morning thought
my guilty pleasure
a beautiful mistake
and it has to be you.
why do we,
you and me
met and separated
and to meet you again
and separate again.
a beautiful night
a beautiful light
a beautiful faith.

-February, 2017.

Smile.
You look good wearing it.
Smile.
Everybody does.
Smile.

hi.
i'm sorry i got myself in this situation this night. it's not that bad, really. just me keep playing the what-did-we-do-yesterday-at-this-time. i know i know, it sounds bad. but not really, i swear. but i got something so important today. i feel like what they say is true: yesterday feels so close, when actually it is so far. something we'd never get back.

sigh.
sorry for being this over-dramatic. trust me, i'm trying to get over that game.