those words you told me
and the spotlight in your eyes
took me away,
floating,
dancing,
drowning..

and i burst
into million,
billion,
pieces.

i was falling.

the sky is so blue
and the most wonderful person in this world
is you
.
the only shadow i follow
i touch you,
i touched you.
and the rain is dancing
but the sky still that blue
.
it's 2 AM
but the sky;
it's blue.

Melepaskan memang tidak mudah. Malah kenyataannya, tidak pernah mudah. Apalagi melepaskan sesuatu yang telah dipenuhi kenangan. Kata orang, yang kita rindukan dari seseorang itu bukan orangnya, tapi kenangan bersamanya. Melepaskan orang yang berarti bagi kita pasti sulit, karena dia sudah mengisi beberapa bait kenangan dalam diri kita. Tapi apakah itu artinya, melepaskan seseorang berarti melepaskan semua kenangan bersamanya juga?

you just like shadow;
even my shadow left me alone in the dark.
and thorns on roses;
sadly torturing yet save me.
my painted palette;
beautiful and dirty.
you're like a single wind on summer day
when the temperature so high i couldn't stand,
you're like an umbrella on rainy day
you keep me save yet makes me wonder:
what would happen if i let you go;
do i feel safer with the water,
do i feel happier dancing with the rain;
or lose myself and feel empty.

sometimes i wonder to myself,
is it that wrong to be invisible?
to be usual;
an ordinary one.

andai hujan dapat membuat semua titik hitam
luntur menjadi putih
tanpa bekas di hati.

ruang-ruang yang merekah
noktah-noktah di hati
ucapkan salam pada amarah
yang berujung pada benci