i randomly put everything into a cup of plain water. it's not coffee because i don't like it. it's not tea because i don't have it. it's not soda because...i don't have any reason to put soda in a cup.

i think sometimes, the world is getting more confusing and unbearable.
i wanna swim, deep down to the ocean. deeper and deeper until i can dance with the water. it carrying me like i am a puppet. and i close my eyes, feeling strangely peaceful.

then i open my eyes. everything was a dream.