Human

I lost my sense of being human
I'm on my way to forget all things but my needs
Selfishness no more just a word
Those letters creep into my mind and create another silent in every noise

Tell me about being a human
Is that a patience without ourselves?
Is that where we live to satisfied everyone but us?
Am I no longer ones if I prioritize myself?

What purpose to be ones if I can't live my life?
Why I was born if just causing another  frown?
Tell me again, of being human
Am I the only one that suffering to thinking this way?

Earth is earth, Stars are stars
Heaven is heaven, hell no longer
Cats are cats, then so does rat
And I'm still nothing, starving for living.

Anger

I do live on choices
I build my self with every answers
I take my steps without warning
I'm living a dream I hard to give in
And I wonder every night for every second I fall
To the earth to the ground
I keep my frown and bite my tongue
I tell people lie when my lip goes smile
I keep it down inside the core
Don't tell a thing if you know nothing
How much I'm suffering how much I'm hiding
I haven't recover from the pain I made
I'm hurting myself so much I go numb
A little thing I told you doesn't make you know me
Caring is just an excuse because I'm shaking now and where are you? Leaving.

My Precious, So Pity

Come see me, precious rose from ancient time.
When it comes, there is me to go.
I won't disappoint us, by giving up every memories.

Apa Arti Panca Indra

Walau tanpa mata
Pandang aku tanpa cela
Lepaskan semua dusta
Tinggalkan segala lara

Dalam diam aku berbisik
Sepi sudah walau berisik
Hujan turun tanpa rintik
Tinggalkan memar yang tak berbintik

Katakan jeramu, juga laramu
Aku menunggumu, dalam rindu
Tak adakah cinta tanpa candu
Tinggalkan dalam hati, dia benalu

Confuse

Show me how to fly
Or rather how to cry
In this late I wonder why
An urgency of saying bye

When it's time to go
When it's time to fall
When teardrops become rain
When roses become blue

Tell me what is love
Show me one true friend
My relatives are all fictive
All I need is just leave

Terbang

Biarkan aku terbang
Terbawa angin dan terbentang
Menembus samudra hingga sebrang
Lepaskan sedih dan senang

Pusaran topan bukan hambatan
Walau letih tetap kuterjang
Apa yang ada tanpa penghadang
Tunggu aku, sang pejuang

-H-

The Lost Liars

I'm not capable of my life.
I'm a dream, not a dreamer.
Tell me the truth, once.
Is nightmare a dream, too?

Tell me some lies, now.
Are dreamers build their dreams?
Or they only stole other's.
And tell you it's their dreams.

I could wonder of the weather.
Whether they hot or could be cold.
The road, it's rough and hurt.
When it's rain, and I couldn't find a way.

-H-